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Tired, so tired. And a little fed up and mostly I cannot give myself… - Echoes of Flavio's Ghost Dreaming
flavius_m
flavius_m

Tired, so tired. And a little fed up and mostly I cannot give myself a reason to be. Can think of a few excuses to be pissed off with the world and with people but not real, fundamental reasons.



It is a sunny day outside and there is not much to do today so I’ll have a lot of time to dwell in misery to do a few things that need doing and walk in the sun. If it still is there by the time I manage to leave the house...

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androktone From: androktone Date: March 14th, 2013 04:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
Try getting out of London out to the countryside where there are trees and wide skies - I have been working out in the bedfordshire countryside the last couple of months and watching spring happen is sweeping my ennui away. I was getting very depressed working in the town centre and a lot of it was because I wasn't getting enough sunlight and all I could see was concrete. It makes so much difference being somewhere where there are no people and no buildings.
I only lasted a year living in london, I was rubbish at it..
flavius_m From: flavius_m Date: March 16th, 2013 12:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ah, but that's the rub: I love living in London. I would like to get out now and again but don't particularly want to move away -and there are practicalities: I have a shared ownership flat in which the selling process would be a bit more involved than normal and slightly hobbled as it has to involve the Housing Association -and my sister helped me with a lot of money in the buying of the flat, so I cannot just walk away.. but as I said, although there are many problems with the flat/building/shared ownership thing, I also am in a much better situation than I was before. And I actually rather love London and like people and buildings. Depending, of course, on which people and buildings! but then we are all a little different. Having said all that, maybe I do need to see a little bit more green where it's green -normally I go to the Heath for that but haven't had time/energy.
androktone From: androktone Date: March 20th, 2013 05:06 pm (UTC) (Link)
I don't think you need tt live in th coutryside, just sit in it sometimes :)Hamstead heath counts!
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