October 28th, 2007

dreamscape sepia

saturday night in

Odd, spending a Saturday night at home, for the first time in who knows how long. Try to go to sleep just before 1:00 am (and fail, here I am), reading and listening to BBC Radio 4, the programmes' close with Sailing By and the Shipping Forecast, both of which have on me the contradictory effect of soothing me -something like a reassurance, you are home and you are safe- and also provoke in me a restlessness, an overwhelming nostalgia for distant times and places and even for this very island and these times I live in, impossible to capture in a few living experiences, a few images or words...